Good day everyone..
Now, I just want to share about the sentences "when you say nothing at all, but not for real".
Actually it's a little bit confusing words, because if you say that you feel nothing, so it means, you really have nothing to think about. But in this case, it's just a way to pretend that you don't feel anything, but for real you can't lie that you feel something..
It's not good for your mind and also for your heart, because you lie not only yourselves, but also the others.
Yups ! But could you think the consequence you can get if you say the truth but it againts your expectation ?
It's so unpredictable, yup !
So, what I feel right now, it's like a crazy stuff with no direction, I feel like a confused one and I don't how to express it. Is it love ? I don't know...
But I think I don't really know about LOVE, because there is no absolute defintion about LOVE ?
I can't tell anyone at this moment, but I try to find my way to know about what it is.
If you tell about "LOVE" , so who's the girl or boy ?
Because I'm a boy, so who's the girl ? (I'm not a same-sex lovers) haha
The girl who often come into my mind is....
Well, I don't want to tell her name here cuz it's a little bit embarrasing.. :D
The traits (character) as follows..
1. She is good looking, of course..
2. She is smart and friendly
3. I think she loves adventure, the same like me..
4. She doesn't talk too much, and she's so mysterious..
They are what I can share to you.. Who is she..?
Haha. Sorry for the question, because I'm not sure if I tell her name here, she will not get mad or even accept it.. :D
So... It's better to secretive her name for a moment...
Yeah, that's what I feel on these few days...
I'm confused of this feeling..
I don't know what I should do, and how to express it...
She is awesome !! yup..
Maybe, pretending is a better way to show the way, but sometime it can be just a beautifull lie !
Because it's better to tell the truth although it's so painful... owwgh !!
Well, I think that's all.
And see you next time..! :)